Poetry
By Jason Ingersoll
All Poems Copyright Jason Ingersoll
Started
in 2001-present day.
1
I
wish I hadn’t eaten those noodles
Fit
for a King and fit for a poodle,
I
wish I hadn’t eaten those noodles.
Now
my face is white and my face is blue I would be better of if I had
the flue.
The
noodles had chicken and the noodles had fish who the hell would serve
such a dish.
A
smiling cook who is from out of town who only enjoyment is to watch
people frown.
Should
I ignore it or should I speak up can I go over and beat the cook up.
Can
I smash in his head or kick him in the face and watch the noodles
splash all over the place.
No
I can’t.
I
wish I hadn’t eaten those noodles.
2
Closet
I
hide in the closet where it is dark
nobody
can see me my name is Clark.
On
top of my cloths I hadn't cleaned in a week
I
can smell some under where that is starting to stink.
A
pile of red and blue and also some black
they
remind me that I carry the world on my back.
Do
I see colors the way that you do is white, white, and is blue, blue?
Do
you carry the world on your back or are you the one at the end of
the pack.
My
toes squish on top of some shirts that look like they've been dragged
in the dirt.
Why
am I in the closet?
3
Dog
Shit
Dogs
can run and run real fast specially lit on fire after doused in gas.
I'm
only kidding you see because that would be wrong look at that dog
who has shit on the lawn.
I
wont get mad and I wont get pissed its my fault I have a lawn that he
feels should be his.
By
marking his territory all over my place oh how good would it be to
spray him with mace.
But
I cant do that animals need to be loved specially the deer I missed
with my gun.
He
would have been good to eat on my plate with eggs and bacon and a
big bushel of grapes a side of toast and a side of bread Ill be glad
when taxidermist trophies his head.
I
feed the dog who shit on my lawn oh I am glad his shits are gone.
I
love the dog I love him so I no longer with to hang him with the
hose.
Am
I twisted or am I nuts no I am just writing from inside my guts.
4
The
one
Love
the one you have and love them so for you never know when they will
go.
Family
come first and so does romance always remember the times that you
danced.
The
times that you held and the times that you cried oh how I love to
look in your eyes.
Smile
at me and Ill smile at you our time together seemed like it flew.
We
are old now and I can barely see but girl you still mean the whole
world too me.
We
still share the bed and we still share the stars I am so very happy
our love has made it this far.
I
will love you time even when we get old through many a winter when it
is cold.
I
want to keep you there by my side I am so very glad I chose you to be
my bride.
5
My
bike
Sitting
in the hole that should be my shallow tomb this war I am fighting is
for me and you.
With
out peace there is war and with war there is peace to the rich and
powerful with their blood thirsty feast.
Is
it about freedom religion or food or was it a dictator who woke up
in the wrong mood.
Who
wants to kill and who wants too fight only eight years ago I was
riding my first bike.
I
was playing games with my friends and eating candy oh what a time it
sure was so dandy.
Here
I am now with a gun in my hand hunting fellow youngsters from a far
away land.
I
bet they had a home a dad and a mom now when I shoot them it will all
be gone.
Don't
politicians see it with they're eyes before every war they should be
on the front lines.
I
love my country may god save my soul I fight for a freedom worth more
than any gold.
Is
heaven free too I wonder what its like can I go back to the day I got
my first bike.
My
times here were both good and bad.
I
sometimes felt pleasure I sometimes felt sad.
I
have meet some great people and learned a great deal.
Ill
be so happy to go home to a nice mother cooked meal.
I
want peace and freedom at the same time.
Oh
how I await the day when I can got back to freedom and enjoy my
lifetime.
Some
may say well look at the benefits well I say what do you want someone
controlling your life
Day
in and day out and a cheap retirement to whine about.
I
say be free to do what you want and always have fun because life
isn’t that great when done.
Freedom
6
Ice
Cream
Oh
its cold and is freezing my bones I am so hungry I think Ill eat an
ice cream cone.
Vanilla
and chocolate seem to do the trick my fingers are now as hard as a
brick.
My
blood is frozen and it seems really bad but I still got my Ice Cream
so I am really glad.
It
taste so good to eat in the cold the flavors seem to stick out and
taste really bold.
Its
so cold outside I cant believe they sell Ice cream here I think I
will go inside and drink a cold beer.
7
Why
does the office smell?
Wow
is it me or is it you but somebody here smells like a dirty shoe.
Running
shoes seem to smell the worst when you take them off you get a smell
burst.
It
tingles your nose and fogs up the glass and creates the mildew all
over the brass.
So
Ill ask again who smells like a shoe is Ron or Jim.
Smell
check everyone so take off your shoes so we can figure out this
ground breaking news.
Ill
go first just to see I smell and smell oh wait its me.
8
Sprinklers
Water
splashes your face like a mid summers rain you feel joy and bliss and
forget about the pain.
Your
mind is in limbo and your face feels like wax you sit in the
sprinklers just to relax.
Oh
here comes somebody do they want to join in your fun?
What
is that they carry a Water Gun?
A
flash of the badge and you see it is true the military police are
laughing at you.
This
is not regulation as they take you in and you realize you'll never
get promoted again.
I
cry and I sob but all is well Is their regulation on this I cant
tell.
Do
they have a proper way to sit in the sprinklers and where is it at?
Probably
in a book that's a hundred pages fat.
They
let me go with only a warning my career is saved for another
morning.
I
leave real happy instead of real gloom I wonder why I cant run in
the sprinklers inside of my room?
9
Hot
Wings
Hot
wings with hot sauce are the best specially eaten at a wing eating
fest.
The
skin is so good it just tears off the bone they now serve hot wings
over the phone.
Blue
Cheese and Ranch seem to work you can submerge the wings into the
white murk.
Barbeque
sauce is good and it easy to make add some hot sauce and the taste
is to great.
I
can eat wings for dinner and lunch I hope the chow hall has some for
brunch.
Eating
the wings is a highlight of my day but if I eat too much my stomach
will pay.
10
Remember
the first time we sat in the park it was cold outside and it started
to get dark.
We
looked at the sunset and it made us cry it was our last night before
I would fly.
We
held each other and looked at the moon with hopes in our minds to
see each other again soon.
I
remember that night the room was quite cheap but the company you kept
was the best part to me.
Our
night was special because you were there to love me no matter what
and to always be there.
I
think back on that night and the many before we would have never had
them had I not joined the corps. I have to go now to a far away
land its in a different country have you heard of it?
Its
called Japan.
Oh
I will miss you my princess one day be my queen
11
Today
I lost.
I
lost my love not only once but for the second time.
Why me I ask what did I do
to deserve this.
I
lead a good life I try not to get into conflicts or arguments with
others you might say I am a pretty nice guy.
I
see her face in my mind I feel her soft face laying on my belly as I
pretend to be asleep just so I can enjoy her and absorb her into me
even when she is not there.
I
hear her quite snores and watch her while she dreams.
My
love oh how I wish I could have asked for your hand.
You
are the one for me for I am you knight and you are my princess.
I cry as I write this no
one in my life has impacted it the way that you have.
I
love you.
12
Tacos
are good to eat for lunch, or anytime of day you just want to much.
Whether
they be chicken or beef or fish any type of tacos will make a great
dish.
Tacos
can be soft and tacos can be hard, make sure when you cook the beans
don't add too much lard. Top them with beans or top them with
cheese or maybe even both if you please.
Add
some salsa to spice it up make sure you use the whole entire cup.
13
I
hate today I hate tomorrow , but I love the weekends.
14
Soda
Pop
Pop
and Fizz drink and smile I think ill let this Soda settle for a
while. My tummy is bubbly my tummy is cool I wonder what its like to
jump in a soda pool? It comes in red it comes in blue my mom says
the clear soda is good for the flu. I drink till my lips are sticky
and sweet , or until I am so hyper I can’t feel my feet. So go
right now and drink a few I am sure you will feel refreshed and
quite new.
15
Today
at the Movie
Lights
go down in this room.
It looks like the floor
could use a good broom.
Popcorn
smells from within. Don’t get the extra butter if you want to
stay thin.
Reality
is lost for these two hours. The candy I bought is really gummy and
sour.
I
hear the flicker as the show begins . I really hope that the good
guy wins.
His
gun flickers under the stars. As he puts the bad guys all behind
bars.
The
special effects seem to be great. This is one movie I am sure I
wont hate.
The
plot is good and the action was breath tacking
but
the actors sometimes look as if they were faking.
I
know that this is not suppose to be real but come on one man cant
kill every one on that hill.
The
hero a man has become even though he probably has never shot a real
gun. Movies I love and movies I hate. As for the next movie I see
I sure can’t wait.
16
If
you
In
your eyes I could love you. In your lips I could too.
But
if you don't ever smile I wont love you.
If
it was dark and started to rain. If i get a cold and feel a chest
pain.
If
I died of pneumonia in vain I wont love you.
If
you make me miss a turn by seeing if your hair is straight.
If
you make me late for my moment of fate. I wont love you. I
f
you don't love me for who I might be Then I guess we shared a love we
couldn't see.
I
wont love you.
But
i still see you in my dreams with you big brown eyes starring at me
with your cute little nose and your small painted toes I fell the
warmth you leave inside me I still love you.
17
Blister
and burn on my skin, was the day the devil came after my sin. I
feel the flesh its blistered and burnt, the bubbles on my skin makes
me wish I weren't. Oh why oh why did I not wear sun screen, oh why
oh why is the sun so quite mean. All day I stand to watch the show,
oh I wish I wish the sun would go. My skin is so red, and my
skin is all dead, I cant wait till it dries out and starts to shed.
A tan is probably what I need, but I think my white skin will just
give the sun more too feed. Why didn't I just put on some damn
sunscreen?
18
My
times here were both good and bad.
I
sometimes felt pleasure I sometimes felt sad.
I
have meet some great people and learned a great deal.
Ill
be so happy to go home to a nice mother cooked meal.
I
want peace and freedom at the same time.
Oh
how I await the day when I can got back to freedom and enjoy my
lifetime.
Some
may say well look at the benefits well I say what do you want someone
controlling your life
Day
in and day out and a cheap retirement to whine about.
I
say be free to do what you want and always have fun because life
isn’t that great when done.
Freedom
19
Pottery
class
The
wheel spins round and round. Its spins so fast if you stare at it
to long you will get dizzy and fall to the ground. You ad water to
the clay to make something neat. Making a pot is messy if you use
your feet. Today I think ill make a cup tomorrow I will make a
statue of a pup. I love the clay it runs smooth through your
fingers. It fly's from the middle like some flying air wingers.
I love pottery.
20
Ramblings
of the maddening mind Part 1
In
the sun so full of yellow I run against the blue sky it is
comforting and bleak to see my self here as if not to need sometimes
people smoke seed. Blue as sky and gold as a sparkling river sugary
taste in my mouth. If I smile, see in me that sweet not so me and
then red. Don’t go I love you or maybe the man in hearts mind is
weak. I don’t see what the thing is to do big knots show me what
should be mine. What does it mean to see . Does it have to be in
front of me. I must be blind. Everything fly’s by in a winters
wind that happens here every now and again. See me chatter the open
book on the hill as I fly in the cold blink of why? Work on the
room in the kitchen no I don’t have a house. The minds kitchen is
in service. My hand is no out of service.
21
Be
good to each other. Be kind to your brother. Listen to your mother.
Try
not to cry. Things always go by. Always look someone in the eye.
Want
to see me. Found in we. Is our own key.
Small,
fall, not tall.
22
You
should always look both ways before crossing the street.
Follow
the crossing guard with the pitter pat of your little feet.
Safety
is first when it comes to you.
I
hope this message sticks to you like glue.
Be
careful and always watch for cars.
If
some one hits ill send them to Mars.
23
Heat
bellows through the shade of the lenses that protect my eyes.
It
is behind my glasses that I hide what is really inside.
Reality
is beyond your own hands.
This
world is made for all of man.
If
I see you, you can see me but is the view the same?
Hands
are what I see.
Hands
right out in front of me.
Touching
the earth I reach up high.
Taking
off my glasses I still remain shy.
What
I see is my hands.
Hands
right out in front of me.
24
My
camera its sits there and collects dust. One day I will shoots
portraits this is a must. The hole in the back allows me to see.
The whole entire world that is in front of me. Taking a photo is
something of beauty. I have never been able to find a good nude.
Behind the lenses is another way to hide. An a instant you can
capture what is outside. In an instant a memory is saved in
perfect time space. A high speed shutter will capture the race.
Film is the tool in the world of the photography. I am glad not to
be in the world of typography.
25
Gumballs
are the best to eat. When they have been fresh for at least a week.
Its fun to watch the ball roll down. You can a gumball machine in
every town. Red Yellow Purple and Blue don’t get the white ones
they taste like a shoe. The mint ones are ok but I like the Red. I
can blow a bubble as big as your head. Well maybe not that big Id
need a lot of gum. If you chewed that much you would talk in a hum.
So just put one quarter in. And watch that gumball go for a spin.
26.
The
brush strikes the canvas who knows what will appear. With a couple
of strokes the final is near. Painting with oils requires soft
strokes. Making a good tree will involve a few pokes. Inside the
mind the canvas is drawing to an end. A fix in the colors has
provided a good trend. Getting this done will mean it is over. Ill
get a new canvas and give it a good cover.
27
NATO
Group photo
Alone
I sit waiting for the bus.
Spit
shined and polished my bag is what defines what I do.
The
bus appears and I get on it.
Sitting
by myself I look around.
Who
are these people how did they get here? Officers Enlisted its all the
same, I think. Positions of power are only defined by their rank.
What
power do I possess?
The
bus stops and I wait for the higher ranks to exit.
I
can’t believe I am here.
I
am like a robot standing outside the bus waiting for my orders on
which to move or be controlled.
The
leader of the group of which I am to meet comes up to me.
As
soon as the bus arrives I need you to take the photograph before they
go to their meeting.
The
bus arrives and my heart is beating as fast as a Harley Davidson
piston running at full throttle.
The
doors open and the powers of the world step out.
For
one brief moment I am in charge.
As
if I was the king of the world they followed every one of my
commands.
Move
left. Move right. Now you sir, move forward please. You move back.
Putting
the camera to my eye I can see them all staring at me. Waiting for me
to say 1, 2, and 3 then snap the photo.
I
am in control of the powers of the world for this millisecond for
these 10 minutes.
I
am done now spit shined and polished my bag is what defines what I
do.
Again
I sit alone waiting for the bus to take me home.
28
Loved
and enjoyed life
Thought
I had the perfect girl to be my wife
I
didn’t realize but I was hurting her
This
is one thing I know for sure.
Obsession
can be a dangerous thing.
Specially
when you fall from her wings.
I
hurt inside still to this day.
For
my love obsession I sure have paid.
29
Its
dark
Im
cold
Tired
Lonely
Fuck
it
Get
drunk
Fall
sleep
Miss
the alarm
Be
late
Start
over
30.
This
is not a test
In
the infinitude wisdom that is morality the king who inherits the
earth shall be the one who falls to man. For which the angels will
speak upon an infinite sadness.
The struggle to become more
than what he has wanted to be is what drives you to become a fearsome
foe at most.
This
is not a test.
One
has to speak upon original ideas in order to strive for greatness.
The one how finds more then just reprove shall reap the benefits of
justice.
It
is in my eye that the world has greater meaning.
The
beverage the holds its own shall be the one of demeaning. You are
yourself and no one else. It is what those who wish to be more than
themselves think of.
This
is not a test.
People live in offices.
They
live in apartments.
They
own houses.
But
people don’t often live for themselves. They live for their
children.
Their
husbands, their future. Only god knows their purpose.
We
are not made to live in a hamster wheel of life.
This
is not a test.
This
is life.
If
life ask you to be more than what you want to be then take it.
Whatever
you want this is how it should be.
No
more ramblings from an insane person.
The
golf cart of life awaits you to the 18th
green. seize the moment.
This
is not a test.
He
who follows the path of the rich shall perish in the fire of regret.
For it is the most fortunate of us that wonders how they became the
it of the moment.
That
is not all that counts. You need to share, you need to have faith,
and more than that you need to relief on the common good.
The
fruit of all evil spawns a seed. This is a never ending cycle that
always sprouts.
You
can prevent this sprout by crushing the ground in which to fertilize.
This
will render the battlefield useless and incompetent.
War
is not the answer in a future based hamster wheel.
This
is not a test.
Drinking
the drink that makes u think. Having the a pore to drink some more.
31.
Wine.
My
place in heaven
The
drink is so well understood.
To
fall from the place of the hood is so understanding that a poor white
fellow such as myself can tell when the dealer is bluffing. Nothing
is what it is.
Perception is the reality
that we all must die at some point or another.
This
is why you should always take care of the other person inside you.
Massage the drunk.
He
is alive and willing to do things you must not want to do.
Otherwise
you would have not started the drink. Show that you want him.
Show
that you love him.
The
liquid slowly fills your mind unlike the bubbly drinks you take
during the day. IF we could all be fucked up life would make mores
sense.
You
drink. You get fucked up. You smoke.
You
get fucked up. This is the meaning of things.
The
art form of life no longer shows the nudity of ones soul.
But
it shows the flaws and the demeanor in which it means to live in the
year 2005.
No
longer is perfection the key but money and power are all that matter.
The
drink is still as strong but the people forget.
That
it is the time of being on the edge that makes us who we are. May
god forgive you and all that you do but remember hell is always
around you.
32.
Ramblings
of the maddening mind Part 2
Crick
crack on the monkeys back. The four runner is about to smack the
mountains of evil.
Darkness
is the folding of light on the cracks of the earth.
Beginning
a sentence with the word pleasant means nothing.
The
winner of the race is only number 1 in his mind. The looser of the
race is a looser.
Shave.
This
is not what we have held in our hands. Grasping the words of god
make us feel at home. Unless this is a god of the un wanted. If no
other shall see what is given. Then make for yourself a kingdom of
paradise because no one else will do this for you. Go no for the
soul is not ready to rest. Ride the machine of freedom. Tell others
that this is what you want and you don’t care what they think.
The
poor.
Eat
and sleep on the cold cold doorway of the restraint hoping to receive
scraps or money from kind strangers. Find what you are after.
Everyone has a purpose.
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